ok so recently, i've went for the ns check up edy so right now im waiting for the enlistment letter. which should be taking forever to come.
in the mean time while waiting, im working part time selling luggage. it isnt rly a tough job just tt time seemed to pass by really slowly.
today happened to be working morning shift tts y im here early. and today totally sucked. im so tired + hungry + drench + alone + cold. dreaded today!!
tomorrow will be better!
im guna do my hair when i get my pay. also i got a few things that's pretty undecided. maybe you guys can help me make up my mind. -i dont know whether to shift back to my old blog/continue here/jump here and there. =.- -im thinking abt making vlogs every once in awhile. is it like... a damm retarded thing to do?
haha. thats all for today. damm tired. prolly guna sleep soon. its barely even 9pm yet. ><
ahh! almost forgot. no pics. LOL! tmr i upload a few pics of working boredom here ok? kekeke!
hellos! im back after a light year! but anw this may be already kinda late (a week late) but i'd like to pay tribute to our dear kurt cobain fr Nirvana February 20, 1967 ~ April 5, 1994
well. as we all know, life is a journey. during this journey, thrs events and things that contributed to who u r today. for me, wad made me me all started with Nirvana when i was only prolly ard 9 if not younger
my dad bought this cd by accident thinking that it was a movie but it was a MV compilation. haha! (yes my dad is damm blur pls!!) and inside there was "You Know Your Right - Nirvana" which is the 1st song i ever fell in love with. and if you look at whats in the MIXPOD at the side of my blog, it is the VERY EXACT video i saw back thn. and i strongly believe this stimulated the rocker in me thou i hav no idea wad the douche is rock music back then.
pretty much frm thn i developed a passion for music, esp towards rock music. im deeply impressed by how they weren't afraid to stand out and be different. even til now i still listens to this song and a few more fr them.
now if u were to look at our pathetic rock scene and mainstream, u'll be nauseous. what we really need is another Nirvana to step out thr and say FUCK YOU MAINSTREAM!
bellow are a few quotes fr kurt cobain that i strongly agreed to or i look up to: -"I was looking for something a lot heavier, yet melodic at the same time. Something different from heavy metal, a different attitude." -"I WONT EAT ANYTHING GREEN!!" -"I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not" -"If it's illegal to rock and roll, throw my ass in jail" -"It's okay to eat fish because they don't have any feelings" <--- LOL!!!! -"The duty of youth is to challenge corruption" -"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are" -"We have no right to express an opinion until we know all of the answers." -"Don't expect me to cry for all the reasons you had to die." -"Before i die many will die with me and they will deserve it. See you in hell." -"Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they aren't after you" -"I am not read well, but when I do read, I read well"
well ok that was alot. LOL! shall blog again tmr abt wads going on lately.
thanks for reading. i'll see u all soon.
Wednesday, 30 December 2009
ok so with this we had come to the end of 2009. this yr for me is pretty fucked up.
lots of unpleasant crazy shits happened. nevertheless it nvr stopped me frm being the usual cheerful me. wahahaha!
currently going thru some image changing so u wont see much of me in the meantime. i noe i change image like u change ur underwear(which is once every 2mth! SMELLY YOU!!!) and if u hvnt notice, i always start the year with a new image. x)
2010 is going to b an exciting year ahead. sometime this week, i am going to visit cookie & cream.
who are they? they are kittens! yes i am going to adopt a kitten. hopefully the owner would let me adopt them.
im sure lots of u know tt i had this thing towards cats that some of u find unbearable. LOL! i play with cats a little too much. time to get 1 of my own.
nxt thing. i would b vocaling for my new band on the 2nd day of 2010. they havent cfm our jamming yet and i will pester them to cfm tmr. =XX
hope this time my band wld b stable. thou i rly enjoy doing sessions. LMAO!
ok new year resolution time. for 2010 i hope to find sucess in my studies. in case alot of u are wondering, im no longer in NYP. im persueing greater interest in private coming 2010. i would take my studies more importantly than ever. がんばって ください!!
i also hope to find sucess in my career which i wont tell u all wad is it. im sure alot of u wld think its sth tt is not guna work. but since day 1 i told myself not to quit easily.
LASTLY! i hope everyone of u wld be healthy and happy like me. LOL!! if u not healthy, u can come find me. i will help u be healthy. IM SERIOUS! this is my serious face ---->>
but at the end of it all, it still goes back to my same old principal FUCK OFF IF YOU ARE EMO!
hahaha! so unhealthy? come find me. unhappy? dont spoil my day. LMAO!
jk la. i will try my best to help de.
ok so.. no matter wad is boring u, let us make 2010 a great year ahead for all of us.
promise??! YES?! GOOD!!!
Friday, 18 December 2009
私の幼年期からの項目につまずくこと 私を過去に再び行きたいと思わせる
生命が圧力から自由であるところ 傷のない潔白な人および
時々私は実際に感じる 私の生命は後悔である
Wednesday, 02 December 2009
hellos! today.. or rather yesterday since its past 12 now.. is me and sally's 2nd year anniversary!
time rly flies and its been a crazy 2yrs.
today we went bowling at city hall! for the 1st time. its at marina square. no pics for tt but i can tell u its not a gd place to bowl.
the lane's all cracked and dented and stuff.mayb frm ppl dropping the ball too hard. LOL!!
ok we also did some neoprints. hahaha!
this time de pics are scanned by sally de. AIYOYO!! scan until wai wai de. hahaha!!